If nobody believed in superstition it would be unable to hurt anyone


Bernadette of Lourdes, Her Life, Death and Visions, Therese Taylor, Continuum, London, 2008
Lourdes is in France. It nestles among the Pyrenees. In 1858, a destitute asthmatic child of thirteen, Bernadette Soubirous, claimed she saw the Virgin Mary in a grotto or cave at the dump of Massabielle eighteen times between the 11th of February and July 18th. Today Lourdes is renowned for its miraculous healings.

There is incontestable proof that Bernadette saw nothing at all. Three Lourdes doctors who examined the case felt that the first vision was a trick of the light and when she got pressured by the crowds to have visions she convinced herself she was seeing something.

It is not that difficult to prove that Lourdes fails even the tests of the Catholic Church for a genuine heavenly visitation. Yet the Church gave it official approval.
QUESTION: The Church does not even consider thinking about the claims of a visionary who is copying somebody else. Did Bernadette copy anybody?
Yes. In 1500 a young poor shepherdess saw Mary and the vision asked for a chapel to be built and a holy spring was blessed by the Virgin. Thus the shrine of Our Lady of Garaison began. Like Bernadette, she even ate black bread. See pages 26 and 27.
Bernadette had been a shepherdess at Bartres. Every major detail of the Garaison apparition was replicated at Lourdes.
Not far from Lourdes, in the same diocese, three girls reported seeing Mary who appeared by a spring of water and wanted the ruined chapel nearby restored.
Bernadette visited apparition sites before her own apparitions (page 49).
From another book, The Cult of the Virgin Mary, Psychological Origins, Michael P Carroll, Princeton, New Jersey, 1986, we learn on page 135 that in 1857 Bernadette probably knew of a priest who compared her to the visionaries of Mary at La Salette. In the same book, page 160 we read that the apparition at Lourdes wore a costume Bernadette would have been familiar with. The vision and members of the Children of Mary, a devotional group for promoting the lies and delusions of the Miraculous Medal apparition, wore the same outfit. That Mary would connect herself with such nonsense is grounds for suspicion. Don't forget that a liar is best to lie about what he or she knows best.
QUESTION: What is the link between the vision and the occult?
Caves were popularly believed to house fairies and wraiths (page 23).
Oral tradition may have stated that there were human sacrifices offered at the grotto (page 23).
Some who sheltered at the grotto said they heard screams and cries and it was haunted (page 24).
There was a tradition where dames blanches (white female fairies) were honoured in the Lourdes area. These were mature spirits and men dressed up as women and called themselves demoiselles to revere them (page 25).
Bernadette's friends who were there at the first apparition said she saws a demoiselle (page 26). Bernadette her elf has said that she saw a dama or demaisela or demoiselle which meant one of the hadas - hadas was fairies (page 65). She used the term les dames blanches as well as verified by the early sources (page 65).
Her apparition was small and very young just like those fairy ladies (page 65). This indicates that suggestion had a role in her vision experience.
Her companions during the first vision found her staring at the niche in the grotto and she was so rigid and pale her sister Toinette thought she was dead (page 60).
She called the entity she saw aquero which means that thing. She was not sure what it was but said it was a white thing in the shape of a lady (page 60).
The local gossips said that it was a lady dressed in white wearing a blue sash carrying rosary beads (page 60). It seems Bernadette chose later to describe what she saw according to what they thought she should have seen.
She told the priest the next day that she saw something white that might have been a lady (page 62).
Bernadette's trance during the second vision was "frightening" (page 63).
Jeanne Abadie stated that she looked to be dead and they cried at the sight of her (page 63).
Antoine Nicolau said that Bernadette looked beautiful during the trance but he admitted to feeling fear as a result of seeing her (page 63).
Bernadette admitted on that occasion that the vision vanished when Bernadette was poised to ask her if she came from God or Satan (page 63).
On that occasion, Nocolau tried to waken her up but she stayed in her trance and he carried her away to the Nicolau Mill. She was convinced she was still in the grotto seeing the vision some time after her arrival (page 63). Later in life she said that she couldn't remember if she continued to see the vision until she was taken to the mill and she stated she didn't remember being in the mill (page 269). Pere Simpe who questioned her wrote that she didn't deny that she was still seeing the lady when she was in the mill.
Witnesses said she came to herself in the mill but she seems to be saying this was not true. She must have remembered coming around in the mill. The shock of thinking she was at the grotto and then finding herself in the mill all confused would have stuck in her memory.
After Bernadette's visions, witnesses reported seeing a sinister white thing at the grotto (page 114). The book tells us the following. One male visionary said he could not tell what it was that he saw. Many said they saw a white thing - it didn't seem human. This reminds us of Bernadette saying she saw that thing or aquero. Others even during Bernadette's visions, saw frightening lights at the grotto.
Horrible stories about evil forces at the grotto were still appearing in the 1960's (page 115). Locals fled away from it at night after that apparition and this was still going on in the early 1900's (page 115).
Abbe Dezirat saw Bernadette's trance during the 27 February apparition and was initially impressed but then declared that he had the sense that she was could be seeing something other than the Holy Virgin (page 122).
Bernadette had to tell a lie over the first apparition. She had been at the grotto to gather wood. That was theft but she told the Police Commissioner that it was bones she was looking for (page 82).
The Church when it investigated the vision and the reports of miracles refused to examine reports of sinister miracles at the grotto (page 150). Miracles of harm being done to those who opposed or abused the vision site were excluded despite their huge popularity (page 150).
Bernadette was haunted on her sickbed by horrible dreams about the grotto (page 328). The book tells us how Sr Philomena heard Bernadette cry out in the night. She was in a bad way and said she dreamed she was at Massabielle. Philomena was stunned as she would have thought the place where Bernadette saw Our Lady appeared would have been a place of joy and peace for her. Bernadette said that in the dream a boy was firing stones into the stream but it is not known if she meant the spring of water at the grotto or the river Gave.
 Christian psychologists would see signs of occult or demonic obsession. This is a demonic force playing with the emotions and mental health of a person who has let such forces in by embracing a supernatural encounter with them.
Bernadette told Sister Gabrielle that the first time she saw the vision she thought it was the Devil (page 328). If the Church is correct that ecstasy is a state of joy and love for God, then clearly she was not in ecstasy during the first apparition at least. She was found in a trance that must be described as satanic in origin or pathological.

One man who was not insane said he saw Mary in the grotto but it was really a sinister male figure that he saw (page 60, Evidence for Satan in the Modern World). Some saw a scary shadow in a ball of light and were known for their honesty (ibid 58). The conclusion was that these were the Devil. The Devil would appear as the Virgin if he wanted to deceive. The devil would not manifest to make it look like he was mocking the apparitions for he would only mock visions that he made himself to get them taken for the real holy thing.
The Church uses holy water to frighten demons away. If the grotto had been blessed by the presence of God’s mother how could Satan appear there?
The Bible says that a testimony should only be taken seriously when there are at least two witnesses. At Lourdes, there was only one witness meaning that if it was supernatural then the Devil was behind it.

A miracle is a supernatural event. It like God doing magic. Religionists who are on the quest to experience miracles open themselves wide to deception. St John of the Cross had plenty to say about that. Also, they evidently think their religion is so ridiculous that they need to see miracle or a sign from God before they can manage to believe.
Bernadette said the rosary when the entity appeared to her. The rosary calls on Mary to pray to God for us. If you really honour God and his will your only prayer will be, ""You know best O God and your will be done!". If you thought Mary was merely praying that you would not ask her to pray for you. There would be no point and no need. Asking her would imply that you don't want to pray this prayer. it would imply that you want her to manipulate and fool God for you. You are trying to get around his will and submission to his will. The rosary is intended to condition you to delude yourself that you relaly honour God. It is about the enjoyment and peace of the prayer not God.
QUESTION: Was Bernadette always unaware of her surroundings during her trance?
She seemed that way unless somebody went too near the rosebush that the vision was supposedly standing on (page 88).
She was aware of her surroundings during the vision when she looked away from it to do things (page 88) such as try to drink filthy water and eat plants.
QUESTION: Was Bernadette really transformed into something beautiful when having a vision?
Some people said that Bernadette looked so beautiful during visions that they had the impression that she was seeing something holy and from God. Even those who talked about the beauty remarked the strange pallor. It seems some just imagined the beauty they wanted to see. The reports that she looked ghastly are more believable. Page 109 says witnesses stated that she had an indescribable smile, was pale and her pupil seemed to have turned in its socket. The latter about her eyes is taken to mean she was looking upwards. But it is more natural to interpret it as if it mean the whites of the eyes alone could be seen.
Jeanne Abadie stated that she looked to be dead and they cried at the sight of her (page 63).
Antoine Nicolau said that Bernadette looked beautiful during the trance but he admitted to feeling fear as a result of seeing her (page 63).
Bernadette's trance during the second vision was "frightening" (page 63).
8 April 1858, Adelaide Monlaur was shocked at how pale Bernadette was during the vision and that she looked like she would fall dead and she gasped like somebody dying (page 110, Bernadette of Lourdes). Pierre Callet said that she looked like a dead baby in its cradle (page 110). The Garrison Chief Marshall d'Angla saw up to four of Bernadette's trances and that she didn't move at all and there was nothing ghastly but she was beautiful to look at then (page 111).
If the visionary really looked that serene and peaceful why did the people of Lourdes generally believe that Mary was spiteful and nasty (page 112) towards those who offended against the grotto? (page 113).
A lad of ten claimed to be seeing a vision and his friend wrote that his face was glowing with joy and showed matchless grace and his reverence was impossible to imagine and the overall impression was that a supernatural being was revealing itself to him (page 114). This is a far more radiant account than an any about Bernadette's physiognomy during the trance.
Abbe Dezirat saw Bernadette's trance during the 27 February apparition and was initially impressed but then declared that he had the sense that she was could be seeing something other than the Holy Virgin (page 122). He saw something disturbing in her trance.
When the apparition made Bernadette do ugly things is it any wonder if we think people were only imagining the beauty of her face (page 106). We read that when the spring was found on February 18 1858 that several witnesses told the doctors they saw her falling on the ground and biting at it. The doctors recorded what they heard as they suspected epilepsy. Bernadette told them that she had no awareness of having done these things when the vision was taking place (page 106). At least she didn't deny it.
The Church describes the trances as ecstasy. It's a state of being enraptured in supernatural joy. She stated that her first communion made her as happy as the vision did (page 140). Clearly then the joy she experienced during the apparition was normal joy. Thus it is nonsense to argue that she looked bizarrely beautiful during the vision because of the supernatural joy it gave.
There were at least some visions in which Bernadette did not take on a transformed appearance (page 89).
The doctors said that from talking to Bernadette that she would have barely remembered the first apparition. The only reason she remembered it because her friends got her to go back to the grotto for more apparitions (page 106). They were correct. Later she stated that when she got her first communion it meant as much to her as the visions (page 104). That tells us that there was nothing remarkable about her ecstasy.
Bernadette told Sister Gabrielle that the first time she saw the vision she thought it was the Devil (page 328). If the Church is correct that ecstasy is a state of joy and love for God, then clearly she was not in ecstasy during the first apparition at least. She was found in a trance that must be described as satanic in origin or pathological.
QUESTION: Was it the Virgin Mary?
Bernarde Casterot testified that Bernadette did not know who the lady was until the lady stated that she was the Immaculate Conception on March 25 1858 (page 69)
While Bernadette told the Cure of Vic that she saw the Blessed Virgin, the majority of the time she was careful to say it was that thing, the apparition, the vision or the Lady (page 154). She told the story a lot . Even years later when she was in the Convent of St Gildard in Nevers she told the story referring to seeing the Lady rather than Our Lady (page 155).
In 1860, Bernadette was still calling the apparition that thing - aquero (page 155). She did this during an interview by Azun de Bernetas. She told him that the presence of aquero took up all her attention during visions that she could barely tell him anything about what happened during the visions and what she did (page 155).
Of extreme significance is what she said to the Jesuit Pere Langlade in 1863. He asked her if she had seen the Blessed Virgin . Her reply was that she did not say she seen the Blessed Virgin but she seen the apparition.
It is doubtful that it really was the Blessed Virgin she saw.
QUESTION: Is it true that Bernadette never heard of the Immaculate Conception until Mary said "I am the Immaculate Conception"?
No. She heard something very close to it when the family prayed to Mary conceived without sin (page 49).
Bernadette is supposed to have repeated what the virgin said to her until she got to the priest to tell him. She was afraid of forgetting. But as she was so forgetful normally is it not more likely that she would have told her friends to remember it for her?
Bernadette's report is probably untrue as before and after it she still described the vision as that thing aquero and was reluctant to hold that it was the Virgin Mary.
In the The Cult of the Virgin Mary, Psychological Origins, Michael P Carroll, Princeton, New Jersey, 1986 page 163 we are reminded that when Mary told her she was the Immaculate Conception that Bernadette said she posed as did the entity on the medal. Bernadette then knew of the medal which says that Mary was immaculately conceived. The information came from respected writer Estrade who knew Bernadette well.
Its ludicrous to argue as the Church does that she didn't hear of the Immaculate Conception until Mary told her. Nobody can prove that. The lie is told out of desperation to make it seem Bernadette was told something she could not have known and thus was in touch with a real figure from Heaven.

QUESTION: What was Bernadette's possible motive for deceiving herself if that is what happened?
Before the apparition, according to de Brie, little statues of Mary were inexplicably found at the grotto (24). This indicates that an association with the grotto and Mary had taken place before Bernadette's visions. This could have been the trigger for
There is no evidence that she benefited from her visions but her family certainly did. That in fact is motive enough. Bernadette would have known early on that people would not be impressed by visions if there was money behind it.
She was unable to learn the catechism and thus could not qualify for her first holy communion. She was desperate to make her first communion. She stated later that her communion made her as happy as the vision did (page 140). She could have thought that claiming to have visions of Mary would get around the ban on people who didn't know the catechism getting their first communion. The ruse worked. She made her first communion on 3 June 1858 (page 139).
There was huge pressure on her to claim to be having visions and not to deny having them. The crowds gathered every soon after the first vision. There was no going back if she was lying or at least distorting the truth.
QUESTION: Is there any reason to think Bernadette was engaging in compulsive playacting or making herself believe she saw visions when she saw nothing?
The advantage of the affirmative is that it avoids making her out to be a raving lunatic. She could have seemed quite sane normally. A hallucination hypotheses is unnecessary - though we can't rule out that she had occasional hallucinations at the grotto.
Bernadette's parents ordered her to stay away from the grotto and her mother told a Mlle Estrade that she is not usually disobedient but she feels compelled to go to the grotto (page 86). Would the real Virgin enable a temptation to disobey parents - a sin? If it was not the real Virgin then was it a medical hallucination or if you believe in psychic powers, a psychic one?
When dying and to advertise herself as a saint she started claiming that the devil was appearing to her and scaring her and that by calling on Jesus she could get rid of him (page 223, 235). Some doctors thought that Bernadette was normal at the time of the apparitions. Dr Voisin was one who thought that she was suffering from hallucinations (page 170). The Church uses medical opinion to back itself up when it says a miracle has happened but it is selective in what medical opinion it wants to listen to. How dishonest!
Rationalists argued that Bernadette was mentally ill. They said the Church controlled her life to hide this from the people in order to deceive them so that they might believe in the vision.
Indeed, during the apparitions Bernadette did things that indicate mental illness. Also, from July 1860 the Church kept such a close eye on her that she was not allowed to visit her family unless an person authorised by the Church was with her (page 158). Soon she was in the Convent of St Gildard in Nevers. She tended to be distant and remote there. Though she was not forced to stay away from the visitors she hated having to deal with them. The Church probably saw no need to lock her away as she was a loner anyway.
The Church argues that she was so normal when she did meet visitors and worked in the infirmary and somebody as serene as she was could not be said to be mentally sick. But we can visit people in mental hospitals whenever we wish who this could be said of.

QUESTION: What did Bernadette mean when she claimed she felt a compulsion to go to the grotto for apparitions?
Bernadette seemed to experience a compulsion making her go to the grotto to see the entity.
Did she mean that she just felt a strong urge that she could resist if she wanted to?
She was a naive and young child. St John of the Cross said we must flee from revelations that purport to be from Heaven. Bernadette's vision gave her no indication that it was really from Heaven until much later. St John argued that if a revelation is really from God, God will get it through to us so we should not be afraid to run away from it. He said the risk of pride, demonic influence and deception was too great so we should never look for visions. It is worse to look for somebody else's visions than to look for visions yourself. You are not them and the chance of being deceived is greater.
Or did she mean that she had no choice? If she had no choice it would indicate that there was something sinister going on. Being forced is a sign that a demon or the devil is at work inside you.
Either way the vision cannot be regarded as good or holy. The apostle wrote about Satan appearing as an angel of light.
There is a story that Bernadette seemed to fall and her aunt Lucille cried out. Bernadette turned around and told her to calm down. Then she looked back at the vision and it was gone. The episode was important enough for Bernadette to warn Lucille to stay away in future. The story, if true, shows that it is not true that Bernadette was in a deep trance during the apparitions.
QUESTION: How did the 1858 Commission of Investigation reason?
The four concerns of the Commission are on page 149.
1 Its first concern was if the holy water from the spring really did effect miraculous cures.
2 The second was if the visions were really supernatural or could be explained naturally.
3 The third was if the object that appeared said anything
4 The fourth was if the spring really only appeared during the apparitions as some claimed.
These things were put in order of priority (page 149).
This order tells us a number of things. The Church's main argument was that if the holy water did miracles then the visions were true and from Heaven. This in fact is illogical. It puts the emphasis on the cures not the visions. Why did the Church want to do that? You might look for new miracles to verify the vision if the vision itself was dubious or suspect. The commission permitted the Church to believe that the vision was from Heaven and of Mary. But you get the impression they did not really believe in this permission - they had doubts that they chose to hide.
Moreover, the Church would have guessed that medical science had a lot to learn. It considered some cures inexplicable or strange but did not suggest they were miraculous. Not everything strange need be a miracle. So why did it depend on its assessments that such and such a cure was a miracle when that verdict could be in need of revision as medical knowledge progressed. Any miracle site can claim to produce miracle cures.
Number two should have been number one.
And number three speaks of the object - this reflects Bernadette's frequent declaration that what she saw was "that thing" as if it were not a person but something that was in the shape of a person. It is striking to see the Church taking that so seriously. You would expect it to say that it was the Virgin Mary especially when the entity supposedly had claimed to be the Immaculate Conception.

In relation to four, the appearance of the spring, the commission found witnesses who testified there had always been water at that spot but they thought it began to flow better after Bernadette tried to use it on the instructions of the apparition (page 150).
The Catholic Church teaches that the Catholics are obliged to believe in the teaching and authority of the priests and the bishops. An apparition that rewards disobedience is considered to be a promoter of rebellion and division and therefore unholy or fraudulent.
Bernadette went to the grotto for a few visions against the will of the Parish Priest (page 158, 159). Her aunt Basile Casterot gave witness to that. Bernadette said at the time that she would obey the lady who asked her to come to the grotto rather than the priest (page 159). Despite this the priest said she was obedient to Church authority (page 159). This lie helped get Church approval for the apparition claims.
During her last illness, Bernadette suffered the torment of being grilled on the apparitions. This seems cruel. But if you make such an incredible claim you have to endure such things. The evidence needs to be provided even if you suffer as Bernadette did.
A loving God would not make miracles for they imply that such treatment is right.
It is right if miracles happen or are possible. If they do not or are impossible it is wrong.
There is evidence that the visions of Lourdes were not miraculous. There is nothing indicating a supernatural origin.
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